*~HAVE A SAFE AND PRAYERFUL MEMORIAL DAY~*

A GOOD NAME IS BETTER THAN PRECIOUS OINTMENT; AND THE DAY OF DEATH THAN THE DAY OF ONE'S BIRTH***ECCLESIATES 7;1

********MY HUSBAND AND I USUALLY VISIT 3 CEMETARIES. I DON'T THINK THIS YEAR WE WILL MAKE IT BUT I REMEMBER AND PRAY FOR MY DEAD OFTEN, ALMOST DAILY*********

****************TO VISIT THEM IS TO LOVE THEM********************

HAVE A SAFE AND PRAYERFUL, HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY AND WEEK-END MY DARLINGS!!!

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AND*******SWEET DREAMS!!!********

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**ONCE A HIPPIE, ALWAYS A HIPPIE! HA! HA!**

I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS LOOKING AT ME EATING THESE BREAD TIDBITS!

DID I JUST HEAR SOMEONE WHISTLE?!!

TWO WEEKS AGO YESTERDAY, I BECAME A HIPPIE ONCE AGAIN! hehe SEE THAT TRIBAL LOOKING FLOWERY IMAGE?!! THOSE WERE TATTOOS UP AND DOWN BOTH MY ARMS WHILE I SIT TAKING MY CHEMO!! I LOOKED AROUND TO SEE IF ANYONE WAS NOTICING MY EYES GOOGLING OUT OF MY SOCKETS, ADMIRING MY NEW TATTOOS!!! I WISH I HAD MY CAMERA WITH ME! CAN A CAMERA CAPTURE HALLUCINATIONS?!!! HERE'S SOME MORE PSYCHEDELIC IMAGES FOR YOU! trippy hippie HALLUCINATION IN MY OLD DICTIONARY SAYS; to wander in mind, dream, The apparent seeing of objects that do not really exist, or experiencing feelings that have no real cause, as a result of a disorder of the nervous system>DUH, Welcome chemo! Really, I should be glad of my last round but you have mixed feeling stopping a treatment, YOU just want to KEEP THE CANCER CELLS DEAD and OUT of your body!

HOPEFULLY, THAT WAS MY LAST CHEMO ROUND!!! I GO TO THE DOCS JUNE 10TH FOR A CHECK-UP THEN I MOVE ONTO MY RADIATION TREATMENTS! UG! EVERYONE SAYS THIS IS A PIECE OF CAKE AFTER CHEMO, WE'LL SEE! I'VE BEEN LAYING AROUND LIKE AN OLD OLD VERY OLD HOUND DOG! THIS ROUND TOOK ALL MY ENERGY +LOTS OF MY SPIRIT!

THINGS AROUND HERE ARE CHANGING! GINA WAS IN LAST WEEK-END WITH A U-HAUL WITH ALL HER STUFF! SHE'S BACK IN SC FOR AT LEAST 2 MORE WEEKS THEN HOME FOR GOOD! DAD'S IN A NEW NURSING HOME SO CLOSE TO MOM AND ME NOW! HE IS IN THE VA NURSING HOME! YAYYYYYY!

MOM HAS BEEN BUSY GETTING READY FOR AN AUCTION AND CLEARING OUT HER HOUSE.IT HAS BEEN A SAD TIME FOR HER.

HOW ARE YOU???!!!!! FINE AND DANDY I HOPE AND PRAY! HERE IS A PRETTY VERSE FROM THE BIBLE I READ TODAY!

THE LORD IS CLOSE TO THE BROKENHEARTED, AND HE SAVES THOSE WHOSE SPIRITS HAVE BEEN CRUSHED. PSALM 34;18

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~~!GREED KILLS!~~

LIKE MY HAT???!!! MY HAIR IS STARTING TO GROW BACK SLOWLY, BUT SURELY!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!ROUND#4 WAS A DOOZY! I'M JUST BECOMING MYSELF AGAIN!

ISN'T THIS RED GLASS FROG A CUTIE!!! HE IS A FITZ AND FLOYD HAND BLOWN GLASS CREATION THAT ARRIVED FROM IRVING, TEXAS LAST WEEK COMPLIMENTS OF MY NEPHEW, JOSEPH!!! THANK YOU! JOE FOR THIS SWEET LIL GUY AND THE OTHER THINGS YOU SENT AND YOUR CUTE CARD!

I HAD TO LAUGH AS I THOUGHT, "YEAH, i'M THIS RED FROG, HOPPIN' MAD!!! "AS YOU LAY IN BED DAY IN, DAY OUT, YOU DO A LOT OF THINKING!

This is my breast cancer story! Last year I bought 2 QUEEN LATIFAH CURVATION bRAS AT WALMART. i ALWAYS TELL MY KIDS TO ALWAYS WASH THEIR NEWLY BOUGHTEN CLOTHES! DID I? OR WAS I IN A HURRY THAT DAY? ANYWAY, AFTER WEARING ONE OF THESE BRAS ALL DAY, I BROKE INTO A RASH UNDER BOTH BREASTS! OVER THE SUMMER, I TRIED OVER THE COUNTER MEDS AND CREAMS TRYING TO CLEAR THIS MESS UP! DID I MENTION I FELT REALLY BETRAYED WHEN I TOOK IT OFF AND SAW WHAT IT HAD DONE?!! By November, I went to a dermatologist and she prescribed some Hydrocortisone-Iodoquinol cream which seemed to clear it up. She mentioned I might have to come back if this didn't work. The rash came back in November or December and I thought, darn, I'm going to have to go back! UG! With Christmas rush and all who has time? Then, in January I felt the lump!!! i of course then went to get mammogram and ultrasound then to a surgeon. It had to come out whatever it was! I think this is the month I was googling Bra Lawsuits just to see if anything showed up!Health Alert: Bra Danger - cbs3.com

FORMALDEHYDE??!!!!! IT CAUSES CANCER.....so did I have an allergic reaction from the formaldehyde on the bra and was it just a co-incidence I got breast cancer?!!! I was SHOCKED to see on the "DRS" show on tv they discussed formaldehyde being sprayed on men's briefs!!! SO DRS. KNOW FORMALDEHYDE is being used on clothes???!!! I thought it was also their job to protect people....I mentioned this to my surgeon and he dismissed it, didn't even want to talk about the bra!!! I still have the rash!!! I GET MAD WHEN Jerry gets these outlandish hospital bills, like now we are fighting the insurance co. on 2 shots I got after 2 of the chemo rounds that cost over $13,000, DID i ASK FOR THESE SHOTS?!! The Insurance Co say they are not necessary and experimental? They should be GLAD I didn't take the other 2 shots after chemo rounds 3 and 4! I was allergic to them! I think they will pay in the long run because a guy Jerry works with had the same shots and the insurance did end up paying for his. HOPEFULLY, the insurance will pay ours! That's when I get HOPPIN MAD when I see my sweet husband working long hours every day to pay these bills. I think Queen Latifah or WalMart should help!!!I filed a consumer REPORTReport Unsafe Products on these bras and emailed Wal Mart, haven't heard from either yet! HOW DO WE GET THE MANUFACTURERS TO QUIT USING FORMALDEHYDE??!!!AND THE STORES and CELEBRITYS THAT SELL THESE PRODUCTS RESPONSIBLE????!!!

GREED KILLS!!! When I first layed in the bed after chemo round#1, I told Jerry I was going to burn all the tobacco fields down!!! LOL I realized though, it's not tobacco that kills, it's the MANUFACTURERS of TOBACCO PRODUCTS that are KILLING MILLIONS OF PEOPLE!!! WHERE'S THE LOVE, WHERE'S THE PROTECTION AGENCYS FOR PEOPLE'S WELFARE?? These people become addicts! I've seen firsthand what it does to people!!! Tobacco manufacturers are MURDERERS!!!Cigarette Ingredients - Reasons to Quit Smoking

some other articles woRth readingFormaldehyde and Cancer Risk - National Cancer Institute,Cancer-causing chemical used in nurses' uniforms - Health News, Health & Famil

GREED KILLS***** JUST LOOK AT THE BP OIL SPILL! GOD BLESS ALL THE CREW WHO DIED ON THAT RIG THAT DAY!!! GOD BLESS ALL THE CREATURES UNDER THE GREAT BLUE SEA!!!AND ALONG THE COAST!!

SO HERE IS MY SONG FOR TODAY, IT'S CALLED

''LET ME SING YOU THE FORMALDEHYDE BLUES"

LET ME SING

ABOUT FORMALDEHYDE

BE CAREFUL, MY FRIEND

IT'S NOT JUST FOR THE DEAD,

IT'S HERE, FOR YOU AND ME,

RIGHT NOW

CAUSING CANCER

SO BE CAREFUL, MY FRIEND

WASH ALL THOSE NEW CLOTHES

AND QUIT SMOKING, I PRAY YOU CAN,

BEFORE YOU GET

THOSE

FORMALDEHYDE BLUES!

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~**COME LOOK THROUGH MY CURTAINS**~

FLUFFY STILL VISITS FOR TREATS!!! hehe ISN'T SHE CUTE? ALTHOUGH SHE DOESN'T SEEM TO SEE AS WELL THIS YEAR!

THIS IS THE VIEW FROM MY KITCHEN WINDOW

WHAT IS HE LOOKING FOR?

"HMMMM, LET ME SEE HOW MANY BREAD MORSELS I CAN FIT IN MY BILL??!!" SAID MR. CROW.

NOT A VERY GOOD PIC OF MISS FLUFFY, MAYBE CLICK ONTO PIC TO SEE BETTER?

ARE THESE LIL SPARROWS??? I THINK SO! WHO'S GONNA TAKE THAT LIL' PIECE OF BREAD?

~~**ONE OF THOSE DAYS**~~

LOOK!!! what TODAY brought!!! BEAUTY awaited me this afternoon! SHE is "The Wind's Bride"

This morning I awoke with a DOUBT! See the DEVIL in my collage trying to get to me! "SATAN,in Jesus's name , get behind me! " The first doubt I've had on this Breast Cancer journey. It didn't help I had misery in both breasts!! I immediately got up , had my tea and toast and started scrubbing my floors! Cleanliness is next to Godliness! as they say! Did I tell YOU, yesterday I got SPRING!!!! curtains up in my kitchen and the livingroom??!! Phew! I'm more tired now but where there is a will there is a way!!!( hey, I wish I was that thin, hehe maybe NOT that thin!)

It wasn't long before I felt my old happy carefree self!!! I spent some time in my cozy bed reading the Bible. Boy, oh, boy this chemo stuff has my skin all in an uproar, my rosacea is really acting up! I don't have to buy blush at least! LOL

I was so SURPRISED when I saw this in my door!!! WOW! What could this be??!! I tell YOU, your cards and snail mail is really appreciated!!! YIPPEE!!

thank YOU, THANK YOU!!! Christine!!! Your mail SURE did bring a SMILE!!! If YOU would like to check out her Etsy for other prints and sometimes BEAUTY FULL DOLLS and ornaments!!!! GO HEREOriginal One of a Kind Art Dolls by Christine by DuBuhDuDesigns

I will leave YOU with this pretty verse from the Bible,

Isaiah 55; 12***For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

ps. DO NOT give that devil a chance in your life, repeat this, "Satan, in the name of Jesus Christ, get behind me!"

L O V E and P R A Y E R S to YOU all!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!!!

MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF, PHEW!!! HA!

`*'`*' `*'HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!!`*'`*' `*'

PEEKING ON YOU ALL TODAY, ESPECIALLY MY DAUGHTER, GINA RAE!!!LIKE I SAID ON YOUTUBE, PLEASE DON'T MAKE FUN AT MY FAT LEGS OR INWARD TOE DANCING!!! HAHAHAHA!!! I AM GLAD TO BE ALIVE!!! AREN'T YOU?????!!!!!

21 IRIS'S TODAY, SOME ALREADY DYING

MY SWEET GAL, GINA RAE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GIRLY!!! HERE'S A POEM I WROTE FOR YOU, GINA WAY BACK ON MY POST, MAY4, 2006!

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GINA

My DARLING

my darling girl child

whenever YOU enter

my presence

my heart

jumps for JOY!

my soul knows

GLADNESS

my eyes know

BEAUTY

my ears know

SINGING

my arms know

PLEASANTNESS

my whole being knows

CONTENTMENT

YOU are a sweet walking

SMILE

I LOVE YOU!!!

LOVE TO LOVE YOU!!!

Mommy

HAPPY,HAPPY, HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY GINA!!!

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~*MAY 1, THERE WAS ONLY 1*~

MAY 1, I LOOKED OUTSIDE MY FRONT PORCH WINDOW AND SAW ONE LONE IRIS!!! YESTERDAY, MAY 2, THERE WERE 11! COUNTING THIS BEAUTY AND 2 LOOKING RIPE! TODAY, MY HUSBAND'S BIRTHDAY THERE ARE 19 BEAUTY FULL IRIS'S!!!!! CLICK ONTO PICS TO SEE THE SHIMMERY RAINDROPS, EXCEPT THE LONE ONE TAKEN MAY 1ST WHEN THERE WAS NO RAIN!
YESTERDAY, I THOUGHT MAYBE I CAN SEE ONE OF THESE BEUTIES OPEN! I SAW ONE THAT LOOKED RIPE SOOOOOOOOOO I RAN IN TO GET MY CAMERA AND BY THE TIME I GOT BACK THIS IS WHAT I SAW!!!! I GASPED AND WAS VERY EXCITED!!!

THIS WAS THE LONE ONE MAY 1

HERE IS #11 GETTING HER UNDERSKIRT OR SLIP?!!!1 hehe

SHE STAYED IN THIS STAGE A GOOD LITTLE WHILE! AS YOU CAN SEE, I TRIED TO CAPTURE HER UNFOLDING ON VIDEO!!! YOU CAN HEAR THE BEAUTY FULL RAIN ON MY UMBRELLA AND THE MELODIOUS SONGS OF MY SWEET BIRDIES!!! I LOVE THEM SOOOOoOOo!! MY HUSBAND AND I ALSO PLANTED 11 TREES YESTERDAY INBETWEEN RAIN SHOWERS. I GOT THEM IN THE MAIL ARBOR DAY!!! I JOINED ARBORDAY.ORG SOMETIME IN 2009, WHO REMEMBERS WHEN!! MY MEMORY IS GETTING WORSE! UG! ON THE BOTTOM OF THE PLANTING INSTUCTIONS IT SAYS, PLEASE NOTE: IF YOUR SITE IS A FEEDING GROUND FOR DEER, RABBITS, ECT, IT MAY BE A GOOD IDEA TO FENCE UP YOUR TREES!!!! O NO!! THEY WILL JUST HAVE TO TAKE THEIR CHANCES, I WILL HAVE TO RUN THEM OFF! THERE'S NO WAY WE WILL FENCE THEM!!! THIS MORNING WHO COMES BY, 2 LITTLE DEER!!

ANOTHER PIC OF THE LONE IRIS, I'LL POST LATER THE 19 ORIris (plant) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia MAYBE THERE WILL BE MORE BY THEN!!!more info on the beautiful Iris here:

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY JERRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY HUSBAND, MY BEST FRIEND, MY LOVE!!!

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*~~~***YESTERDAY***~~~*