Saturday, February 27, 2010

*~~*MORE PRAYERS PLEASE*~~*

MY BEAUTY FULL VALENTINE ROSES IN THE SNOW
FINALLY GOT A SHOWER, LOOK AWAY IF YOU ARE SQUEAMISH

THESE ARE WHAT I WOKE UP TO THE DAY OF MY OPERATION WHICH WAS TUESDAY, THE 23RD! ICK! THEY CALL THEM GRENADES OR JP DRAINS. THEY WEREN'T ALL THAT STRANGE LOOKING, MY HUSBAND HAD ONE BACK IN 84. FOR LYNMPH NODE DRAINAGE..HOPEFULLY, I GET THESE OUT THIS MONDAY! I DON'T CARE TO SEE THE FLOW OF LIFE THIS CLOSE! MEDICINE HAS ADVANCED....MY HUSBAND HAD TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL BACK THEN FOR 13 DAYS UNTIL THOSE DRAINS QUIT DRAINING! I DO HAVE TO EMPTY MINE EVERY 8 HOURS BUT I WOULD RATHER BE HOME.....IT'S HARD IN THE MORNINGS! ICK! MY DAD WENT TO THE NURSING HOME THIS DAY TOO. MY MOM GOES TO SEE A CANCER DR. THURSDAY. PHEW!



I FIGURED MY LEMON LUMP WAS CANCEROUS (IT ACHED AND FELT LIKE A HOT LAVA ROCK!)SOOoooOO I WASN'T TOO SURPRISED BUT STILL THE THIRD DAY , THURSDAY, I LAY IN MY BED AT HOME IN KIND OF A SHOCK. THE DR. SAYS HE'S PRETTY SURE HE GOT IT ALL, IT WAS EVEN GROWING INTO MY MUSCLE AND TRYING TO ENTANGLE MY BONE! I WILL FIND OUT NEXT WEEK OR THE NEXT WHAT MY TREATMENT WILL BE NOW, i KNOW SOME CHEMO AND RADIATION. I'VE ALREADY TOLD MY DR. I'VE BEEN ONLINE AND FOUND OUT SOME JOURNAL SAYS 3 WEEKS OF RADIATION IS GOOD AS 5-6 BUT HE ISN'T GOING TO LISTEN TO ME I DON'T THINK. I'LL TRY AGAIN AND SEE WHAT HE SAYS. IF ANY OF YOU SWEETIES KNOW SOME TIPS ON WHAT GETS YOU THROUGH THESE TREATMENTS LET ME KNOW! MY FAITH HAS GOTTEN ME THIS FAR AND HOPEFULLY I'LL TRUST IN THE LORD ALL THE WAY!
I WAS DOWN THE HALL FROM PEDIATRICS AND THAT WAS HARD, HEARING THOSE SWEET CHILDREN CRIES. WEDNESDAY, THE DAY I GOT TO COME HOME I WAS WALKING DOWN THE HALL WITH MY HUSBAND AND THERE WAS A LITTLE BLACK AND WHITE TERRIER THEY HAD BROUGHT IN FOR THERAPY! ONE OF OUR NUNS CAME TO VISIT ME AND READ SCRIPTURE AND SANG TO ME!!! SOOooooOO SWEET!
WE STILL NEED PRAYERS JUST LIKE EVERYONE DOES! THANK YOU! I WILL KEEP YOU ALL IN MY PRAYERS!!!
A GET WELL CARD I GOT TODAY HAD THIS SCRIPTURE IN IT
THE LORD BLESS YOU, AND KEEP YOU:
THE LORD MAKE HIS FACE SHINE UPON YOU,
AND BE GRACIOUS TO YOU; THE LORD LIFT UP
HIS COUNTENANCE UPON YOU, AND GIVE YOU PEACE. NUMBERS 6:24-26
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXXOOXOXXOOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXXOX AND
SWEET DREAMS!
AND I HAVE ALREADY NOTICED THERE IS A NEED FOR PADS TO COVER THE BED OR COUCH WHERE YOU ARE LAYING WITH THESE GRENADES! IF YOU HAVE A CHURCH GROUP WANTING TO MAKE SOME PADS TO COVER THE BED. IT WOULD BE APPRECIATED IN HOSPITALS WHEN ONE GOES HOME TO HAVE TO COVER THE PLACE WHERE THEY ARE LAYING! I ASKED FOR A COUPLE PADS BEFORE I WENT HOME! I THOUGHT THE NURSE WOULD BRING ME 2 OF THOSE PAPER SURGI-PADS BUT SHE GAVE ME 2 CLOTH GOOD SIZE PADS AND IT HAS SAVED ME FROM WASHING MY SHEETS MORE THAN ONCE!!!

10 Comments:

Blogger Annie said...

Dearest Cinda. I have posted both you and your father on my prayer list sidebar. I've been laid badly low by a killer virus for a week and am just barely functional. I'll be in touch again when I am better.

Love,
Annie

1:14 PM  
Blogger Wanda said...

My dear Cinda ~~ You know you will be on my prayer list too, and my church. Will be praying for you Dad too and your mom.

I didn't have to have chemo, since my cancer was caught so early, but I did do 6 weeks of radiation. It's not that bad...the inconvenience of going in 5 days a week for 6 weeks.
I got "sunburned" but the lotions were good, and it does go away.

Loving on you big time Cinda!
Wanda MAE

6:59 PM  
Blogger turquoise cro said...

THANK YOU!!! Thank YOU Annie! Will YOU add my dear mom and sister-in-law too? My youngest son had that virus too last week right on the day of my operation it started and it really ZAPPED him out for a while, I told him PLEASE don't come see me! hehe GET WELL!!! sweet woman! ((((((Annie)))))) ps.It's Wednesday and I go see my chemo and radiation Doctors today! I'm scared! I put it in God's hands!

7:29 AM  
Blogger turquoise cro said...

Thank YOU Wanda Mae, my sweetiepie! Guess who I got a card from today!!!(Saturday, March 6) I sent that very same card with a kitty cat to my son Damon and his wife! *wink* it looks like we send $$$$$$$ to the same place!((((((Wanda)))))) Thank YOU all for the prayers!

4:19 PM  
Blogger Altered Kat said...

oh Cinda Cinda Cinda...#1st BIG HUGS...#2 if I can survive chemo YOU CAN TOO...(speaking of big babies) ;o)

If you have to take it 1 treatment at a time, 1 day at a time, 1 minute at a time...you will do this and you will get to the end of the tunnel...somedays it will seem far but the end does come...and I'll be standing there cheering you on...don't make me drag yer butt across the finish line cause you know I'll do it ;o)
xoxo
K

12:04 PM  
Blogger turquoise cro said...

Kat, Thank YOU for all the huggie wuggies! YOU asked what happened since I posted my biosy was clean! GOD is what happened I believe! He knew I couldn't take chemo at that step of this, YOU know He puts on YOU no more than YOU can handle!!! Well, it has taken me this long to accept the chemo soOOOOo GOD is what happened THANK GOD! If those tissue samples would have come back malignant, my Dr. said he would have me taken chemo right then to decrease the size of my lump!I wasn't ready for that and GOD knows! Alleluia! GOD is on this journey with me and knows me best! Hey Kat, I'm GLAD YOU are in my corner! ((((((Kat)))))

12:35 PM  
Blogger Joyce Ellen Davis said...

Cinda, it's been so long you have probably forgotten who I am, but I think of you every time I look at the wonderful pictures you sent me!

I used to post as Pepek--remember? I'm very sorry to hear all that you've had to go through recently. Sometimes life's a bummer, huh? But it's what we all signed up for and knew what was coming at us before we jumped onto this planet. (I believe).

I've been looking at your artwork, (and it is TRULY ART)-- it's awesome!

So Sorry to have been out of touch for so long! XOXO Joyce

8:20 PM  
Anonymous rebecca said...

my darling,
i have been away...and now i have returned! surrounding you in light. love, comfort and prayer.
sending you and your family love, strength and more prayers.

xoxoxoxoxoxxo,
rebecca

6:04 PM  
Blogger turquoise cro said...

Joyce!!! SooOOOOoo GLAD to hear from YOU again!! I've thought of YOU often soOOOOOo NO, I haven't forgotten YOU!!!Thank YOU for all the compliments! hehe One never tires of that!!sending YOU love and prayers(((((Joyce)))))

8:37 AM  
Blogger turquoise cro said...

Awwww Rebecca!! I've missed YOU!! Thank YOU for all the light, comfort, strength and prayers!! I truly need those for Round#2 is coming March 30! Sending YOU love and prayers sweet woman((((((Rebecca))))))

8:43 AM  

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