A LONE WOMANS QUESTIONS/to POST or Not...hmmmmm

What is it? A bird, a plane, it's NOT Superman! LOL I think it's a bird of some kind! but it was FUN to make! It says "THINK" and "breathe" "PURE" and it also says "enjoy life" I wish i could always think and breathe pure!!! but i guess that would be too easy! Have you wondered why YOU are here on this Earth? Of Course you have, everyone has! I don't have time to meditate sooooo my question doesn't get answered. I am not much good to anyone in my state of mind! here lately. i am NOT living up to my potential and it's not a very good way to live. I'm not even on cruise(whatever that means, maybe i am on cruise control), but the MOST IMPORTANT thing is i AM trying. I still attend church every week, read the Bible, wash clothes, iron some, scrub floors, cook but i am Not happy.......because I worry too much and i feel sorry for my family who are in the rat race working and going to school.......i AM happy i'm not in the rat race of working outside the home but i do feel guilty......and i worry about their safety and their health, Phew! I know i'm not the only one who feels this way! and i just feel stressed about my old age parents too and all the sickness in the world, the babies being aborted, the perverts(ICK!)the wars, our younguns in Iraq GETTING KILLED AND MAIMED, ahhhh, who wants to read this, it's in the news every day! but maybe it's affecting us all in ways we don't realize.....i don't even know what I'm trying to say, all i know to do is keep PRAYING! Maybe that's what I am here for! That's all I seem to be doing here lately so that can't be bad, so why aren't i HAPPIER?!!! If YOU need prayers just let me know, I'll be HAPPY to PRAY for YOU! You are probably already in my prayers anyway! but just in case YOU think you're not, just let me know! Love and prayers, Cinda